Diary? Is it even important?

Kyaaa... It has been a long loong time since my last post here. Actually do not have any comfortable-for-typing-device recently. Since the only one laptop had been hospitalized. Xixixi...

And tonight i remember this blog. Just because unable to catch my drowsiness yet, thinking of somebody far away who doesn't even want to know am i home safely. Ahaha... *feelfool

Diary? Is it important?

I had been writing diary since i was at junior high school. Because at that time i felt it was quite fun enough to write every detail of your daily life in a book where someday when you were older, it could tell and remind you how colorful your past were.

Started writing it in Bahasa, and one day started to write it in English because at that time, one of my favorite english teacher told me in a class that writing on a diary in english could improve our English grammar and past tenses. Mrs. Ai Iis Kelly, how's life? Xixixi...

So, i started writing, from an unimportant stuff such as my economy test score, the new tv that my family had, and the jaipong dance class, that i was really hate to attend, and also the important thing such as my first period, my graduation date, mom's and dad's birthday, and some other dates like that. I was falling in love with writing since that time. It's just fun to re-read what you had written in the past, and score yourself about how silly you are.

But, as you grow older, life is getting more complicated, isn't it? Problems came, disappointment couldn't be avoided, and heartache visited my life. Because it was my habit, so, yeah... Some of them are there on the paper of my diary. Recently, when i re-read it, there was no fun no more (i mean the dosage was decrease, you know). I could find the bad stories and experience much more that the fun stuff. It reminds me about the disappointment, heartache, i have ever felt. So i stopped writing.

If only somebody asks me is diary important, i would answer, it can be yes, it also can be no, depending what you write on it. Diary is our memories bank. They say, if you want to have an effortless happy life, remember the good things, forget the bad things. So i suggest write only the fun, happy, and good stuffs on your diary, so it will be a good-ending-real-novel and not a scar for you.

Ehm.. But for some people who a lil' bit introvert, it is very comfortable to write and pour their feelings on a piece of diary paper. I suggest you, go on, keep on writing to decrease your stress feelings, but don't forget to burn it after you writing, so it can't remind you about your bad experience. Ahahahaha...

Almost dawn...
Got to sleep and forget you for a while...

If only you know that i am a stoic.
:'(